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[05 Jan 11 @ 9:05pm]
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it was meant to happen. [23 Feb 09 @ 10:34am]

new blog.
after 7 years (maybe 6. i've lost count) i am finally leaving.
it is time for change and new beginnings.
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[17 Feb 09 @ 7:49am]
it is snowing outside.
i am going to be late for my photo class.
(i really don't care)

winter. [14 Feb 09 @ 9:27pm]
i went to the thrift store today bought another typewrite, more children books with awesome illustrations (i want to use them for collages, but feel guilty cutting them up), a jar and some stamps.
this would only add to the clutter in my room. but i can't help myself sometime.
i want:
warmer days.
longer hair.
flowery dresses.
endless walks.
road trips.
pictures and colors.
more words. more adventure.
beautiful music.

i am ready for all this. and much more.

(that's me. winter coat. camera. and sockless cold feet)

(empty benches and new starts.)


My Funny Valentine [13 Feb 09 @ 6:06pm]
My funny valentine
Sweet comic valentine
You make me smile with my heart
Your looks are laughable
Yet youre my favourite work of art

Is your figure less than greek
Is your mouth a little weak
When you open it to speak
Are you smart?

But dont change a hair for me
Not if you care for me
Stay little valentine stay
Each day is valentines day

Is your figure less than greek
Is your mouth a little weak
When you open it to speak
Are you smart?

But dont you change one hair for me
Not if you care for me
Stay little valentine stay
Each day is valentines day

(i would be extremely happy if someone (in the near or any kind of future) dedicates this song to me. but it wont be this year)

[13 Feb 09 @ 6:01pm]
i got a new plant today. i named her Ines.
hope she gets along with my other plants.

(now here is the deal. i really care for my plants.
i water them. talk to them. and get extremely worried
when i notice that something is going wrong.
sometimes i wonder if this is normal.)

[11 Feb 09 @ 10:49pm]
i feel happy and liberated.
clarity is all i needed.

[08 Feb 09 @ 12:28am]
it is time for change and letting go.
a waste of tears.
a waste of heart aches.
i am too tired.
i don't need nor want this.

[02 Feb 09 @ 10:24pm]
seriously thinking of moving to blogspot.
yet i don't want to betray livejournal... i've been with them for so long.
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[01 Feb 09 @ 7:52pm]
i want to walk longer distances.

(image by: miwaza @ flickr)

[28 Jan 09 @ 8:06pm]

here's where i went to school.
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[28 Jan 09 @ 10:55am]

[26 Jan 09 @ 10:17pm]
i want a good reason for a broken heart.

[23 Jan 09 @ 11:21pm]
i received the first and second editions of the ponies zines (all the way from australia) today in the mail.
it made my day.
i shouldn't be upset about stupid boys. (yes boys. in plural. i need to get my head straight.)

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[19 Jan 09 @ 8:58pm]
i am slightly disappointed/upset/angry of how my day turned out.
it started nice enough: lunch with mau. wandering around the city in his beat up car. taking random pictures.
and then nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing.
what happened with all those plans i had for today?

[18 Jan 09 @ 7:53pm]
my friend is confuse about life/money/the future. this is my advice:

recycled homemade postcards [17 Jan 09 @ 12:03pm]
(heavily edited. it reads: i vandalized a library book fot (sic) this. and i did. and i feel mildly guilty.)
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[14 Jan 09 @ 9:20pm]
I am for an art that is political-erotical-mystical, that does something other than sit on its ass in a museum.
-Claes Oldenburg

[10 Jan 09 @ 8:38pm]

i really really really really want a print by Matte Stephens. but 60 dollars is a bit too much for me at the moment.
will someone buy it for me?
please please please pretty please?

Plain Jane [08 Jan 09 @ 11:54am]

extremely bored at work.
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[05 Jan 09 @ 8:47pm]

this little unimpressive collage was send to italy.

[02 Jan 09 @ 11:05pm]
Billie Holiday is always good in case of cold feet and winter storms.


the new year - dcfc [01 Jan 09 @ 4:22pm]
So this is the new year
And I don't feel any different
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance
(In the distance)

So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For self-assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions

So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogues bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then I could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back
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[01 Jan 09 @ 3:58pm]
new year's resolutions:

-develop all that used film.
-write more letters.
-send more mail art.
-create more, destroy less.
-commit to my photography class.
-find a real boyfriend.
-save money
-go on a long road trip.
-maximize my comic/graphic novel collection.
-restore old friendships.
-go on a date with D.D.
-get my drivers license.
-and keep going.

[31 Dec 08 @ 1:16pm]

stamps and envelopes. [30 Dec 08 @ 12:51am]

i used to maintain an easy correspondence with an uneasy friend.

[28 Dec 08 @ 4:14pm]
i want a new year's kiss.
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[24 Dec 08 @ 3:09pm]
i spent the night wrapping and labeling my gifts.


i hope my friends like what i got for them.
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and so it is christmas (eve) [24 Dec 08 @ 2:04pm]
i bought myself all those gifts i knew people wouldn't guess i really wanted
for example:
new black flats
more amber romance products from victoria secret
a traveling size moleskine journal
and i was planning on binge shopping on amazon for used and cheap graphic novels. but i ran out of money.


[20 Dec 08 @ 11:44am]

i wonder what my grandmother would think.

funny face [15 Dec 08 @ 4:25pm]

sunday traditions [14 Dec 08 @ 11:18pm]

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ice haven [13 Dec 08 @ 11:38am]
Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
Let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance
Let's get rich and build a house on a mountaintop
Making everybody look like ants from way up there.

school is done.
and at right at the point when i thought it was taking over my life.
done done done

i've spend my morning in bed, reading comics and listening to music.
it is snowing outside and i know i have to go downtown but... i rather not. 


tongue tied. [12 Dec 08 @ 11:44am]

bingeing on orange juice at work.

Tuesday [09 Dec 08 @ 11:36pm]
Robinson Crusoe paper done!
modern art paper: progressing!
french paper: done!
i feel so accomplished.

david tennant is so goddamned adorable.

monday [08 Dec 08 @ 9:25pm]
what a long day:
woke up at around 8.
had to meet up with Ciarra at the library and studied for my french oral exam.
(which i aced. i guess four years of this foreign language has finally paid off)
class, snow and writing in between.
and to top it off work.

list of things i have to do:
Robinson Crusoe paper (half written)
french paper (no progress)
french test (no progress)
border art research paper (almost finished)
Rosenquist's F-111 re-write paper (no progress)
modern art topic paper (tentative title: The Interdependence of Art and Space. no progress)
Arts of Enlightenment final exam

just thinking of all that need to do this week gives me a headache.

but i got this in the mail and it made my day:

yay for religiously themed cheap sketchbook/zines!

and now i have to get ready.
because instead of spending the night working on my papers. i am heading to a bar to watch some guy name Max have a dancing battle. oh my!

*quick update*
max kid cute as hell. great hugger as well.

On Our Way [07 Dec 08 @ 11:42am]
[ mood | complacent ]

last night was memorable:
progress in homework.
a great movie.
long conversations.
bitching and complaining about singleness and all those little couples that seem to be following us everywhere we go.
drooling over cute boys at coffee garden.
getting lost but finally arriving to the party.
dancing and laughing 'til 4 am.

and as today: sleeping in.


[06 Dec 08 @ 4:36pm]
i am very disappointed.
i had plenty to say, but i suppose, as time passes by it all becomes irrelevant.
so that's that. once again i give up.

[05 Dec 08 @ 2:41pm]
this is going to be an uneventful weekend. wait and see.

[03 Dec 08 @ 5:33pm]
new project/idea/thing/wellwishing/scheme/mission i have.
with cool green post-its stolen from work and books from the library.




pretty sure its been done already. but is something to keep my hands busy.
(i wish i was a better at drawing)

ghost world [03 Dec 08 @ 4:55pm]
my body is running on coffee and this gut feeling in the pit of my stomach.

( i am dying to visit the spiral jetty )
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[01 Dec 08 @ 12:27am]
in retrospect:
i don't regret what happened.
i just hope it does not create further confusion.
everything is ok.

turkey hands [27 Nov 08 @ 6:46pm]
this long weekend i am going to:
read graphic novels
knit uneven scarves
watch doctor who
eat pumpkin pie and alphabet soup
stay up late cutting and pasting
take the dog on long walks and talk to him about life and constellations

cardiology [23 Nov 08 @ 7:22pm]

i guess if Ryan Adams could post multiple pictures of himself (or at least used to) in his blog. i can too.

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[22 Nov 08 @ 10:05am]
i wish i had a slightly psychic paper to give to my professors.
or better yet, i should start working on my papers and stop watching doctor who...
what a dilemma!


[21 Nov 08 @ 6:02pm]
i am making the effort again, to keep things in order.

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[18 Nov 08 @ 11:02pm]
i've spent my afternoon taking long naps, eating chips ahoy!, studying for french and listening to Sufjan Stevens.

"All the time we spent in bed
Counting miles before we set
Fall in love and fall apart
Things will end before they start"

[17 Nov 08 @ 9:43pm]
i can feel the stress piling up on my shoulders.
it seems like nothing is getting done. there is no progress.
i have:

messy thoughts
messy hair
messy habits
messy intentions
messy feelings
messy rooms
messy scribbles
messy conclusions
messy messiness.

in other words: i am back to where i started.

[17 Nov 08 @ 12:06am]
what a weird night.
to encounter by coincidence so many people i haven't seen in awhile:

(and not together. but separately. yet in the same building...)

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